I need to vent...
I had the scariest premonition last night. Most of my premonitions come true..So I don't bullshit around.. So I texted him and said that he doesn't have to come by and get her. Since we don't talk because all he does is yell..we go through our sitter..and I told her to tell him to pick her up from her house...You think he comprehended no. Then I get all these text messages talking about I'm a liar this and that...HA! And that's it's about what I want..TRUE..I want her to play w/ kids and not be cooped up in that store all day..and I want her to be cool when she is @ his house..No air conditioner..No baby girl..Plain and simply why should she have to suffer? And he always replys "PPL didn't used to have air"..yeah that was before it was invented...
He could have had time with her..but he chose not to listen to my directions..His bad..
She doesn't need to be at that store all day w/ him w/ out any kids to play w/..He doesn't understand that.
He's so obsessed w/ lying because he does it all of the time. Sure I've lied and told him I was somewhere I was not...BECAUSE YOU DON'T BELONG IN MY BUSINESS!!
I put in my text msg that said the he doesn't have to come by..that I'm not trying to hurt him..His reply is hurt is hurt...HA! I know he writes nasty stuff about me all of the time. HE IS OBSESSED W/ME! And he's so sick that he can't even realize what he's doing..It's like some people go back and read stuff that they've written that they shouldn't have..and go back and erase it..Not him..he tries to make it nastier and nastier. Sick! The thing is he thinks he's hurting me..but it makes me smile to know that someone has me on their mind so much..even though it's in a sick way..He told me to pray..Lot's of people are in agreement..and we pray that he gets well..
Once again..I hate writing about shit in my personal life like this..But I felt the urge. Oh and can one of ya'll bloggers who visit his site..suggest that he shouldn't put our daughters picture in the comment box..or on his blog at all..she didn't give his okay..and he looks freaky holding her w/ his shirt off. Thanks if you could!
I'm sure today I will get all types of text msgs from him. It's cool because I'm already dressed for work..meaning I have time to stop by the metro store when they open and block his text..I won't be able to see his..but I can send them..Matter of fact I'm going to block one more person that is bugging me.Neat huh?
Foia "F-w-aah"
About Me
- Foia
- I am a Mother, Teacher, Student, Model, Music lover, Eat all the time-r, and never gain any weight-er.. I am a poet, who doesn't follow the rules. I write my heart out literally. I will continue until my heart no longer has a beat. I love to read anything from Cosmo to Silvia Plath to *J. California Cooper*. I'm growing up, I don't want go to the club unless I'm working. *Go Cocktailers* I am a junior in college majoring in Communications/Journalism. I thought was going to teach, but then I realized I don't like to retain useless information.. I asst. teach at a Montessori school where I constantly catch colds. I love the kids though.Wit their bad asses! Back in the day I enjoyed long walks on the beach with my friends, but since I moved from Michigan to Atlanta where there is no beach at. All I can do is reminisce about stomping the sand from my flip flops as I walked into my mothers house. I don’t like math. In fact I loathe it. I was a Montessori child myself, and it made me that way. I am an advocate for mental health. Everyday I fight to break down the stigma. And I will keep going on and on because I love to write.
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Hey.
Remember when we were just young kids and we'd all be outside in the scorching hot sun, simply hanging out and kicking it. Then all of a sudden the rain started to fall?
Do you remember how, although we hated getting wet, the tiny drops of water felt so good when they'd fall down into our face?
Do you remember?
Of course you do.
Well, that's all it goes to feel when what's meant for you in life comes along and balances out the discomfort you've experienced.
I bet you will cry so hard that we won't be able to differentiate between the rain and your tears of joy.
Until the rain comes...just be glad that you are FREE to go outside and play in the sunshine.
I'm so glad, so glad I'm free. There's many a man whose not...
Hey Girlie....
I'm sorry for the drama. COOL I Need to have that "blocker" thing ON MY PHONE SET UP, cause I can think of a couple of bugs, I told them I am in a relationship YOU THINK THEY GIVE A RATz PATOOT!!!
Obession, is like some pretty scary stuff, it seems that when men love they love with everything, I can tell you a couple of CRAZY stories from my collection of CHILD FATHER DRAMA ARCHIVES. But it seems unreal, how can one be humping your brains out at one point in your life and then trying to stump your heart out with DRAMA in other times, stay strong this situation will work it self out!!!!
Hey girl, I hate that you have to go through this BS!
You truly are a mother that is willing to fight for her child and don't give up! just kno that all of the nasty text and emails are because you are protecting your child!
Mama know's best! :)
Damn Don, that brought tears to my eyes!!!!
OMG Preach, i was gonna leave something to that extent, but hell you said it for me!!!
"I bet you will cry so hard that we wont be able to differentiate between the rain and your tears of joy"
i agree mami, hold your head up, the storm is almost over!!!!
wow @ don's comment.
after that, i can't really add much. lol.
i was just gonna say i'm praying for you and that situation.
... cause dude is starting to get on my nerves... and i don't even know the man! lol.
and lmao@ "yeah that was before it was invented."
hope all is well. or at least better.
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