10.8.08

I'm watching the debate, and I noticed that McCain wobbles while he walks. According to semiotics they would say that there is a deeper meaning according to his wobbling. The deeper meaning I think is with McCain as a President would mean a wobbly next 4 years. Honestly I will not take it well if McCain wins the Presidency. That's all I can say..his ass is going to DIE and leave us with this stupid ass woman gosh-darnit..lol.. Bygolly, I don't think I can stomach such a spectacle. I am a registered voter, and I will vote OBAMA!!!

I have been gone for a long time, and I must say..I got 3 b's and 3'cs out of my 6 classes @ midterm. I am so excited, because I just knew for sure I had 2'fs.. I am so proud of myself. This means if I buckle down harder I can make the B's...A's...and the C's...B's.... My absence paid off..HA!

In other news I am also proud that is been a whole year since I was hospitalized. It's been a whole year since my therapist said that I had hit my bottom. I am so proud of myself that it's been a whole year since I've been committed to my meds. I'm so skinny that I don't even do a full dose of any med. When people imagine Bipolar they see extremely psychotic. With me it is extreme is depression. Like the commerical say's it hurts. I am extremely excited as of today that I am stably happy.
Thanks to YOU..for what you did. It was the best thing that YOU could have done for me..KNOW that...

I'm looking for a wig like Senator Palin, and I can't forget the glasses. So I can do a parody on youtube.I wouldn't be the first, but I'm light enough that I think I can pull it off. I would get a crack out of it if nothing else. She is so stupid! Not knowing any of the news papers that circulate throughout the US. She could have said the NY times, or the news paper in Alaska, but *you knew it was coming* bitch could even name one news paper. Dumb...then she said Brown vs Board of Education should be left up to the states. Dumb ass..that's the only Supreme Court case that she knew as a Senator. Brown vs. Education was the worst case that she could have called out. Bitch that means you want GA to reevaluate whether or not I should go to school with my counterparts, or whether or not my baby girl should be segregated when she starts Pre-K..Brown, black, or yellow skin deserves to be treated equally. Stupid white people came up with the opposite...Oppress yourself..Stupid..There are black people too who hate their own race, but they are a minority. I'm not speaking of them to make it clear. I'm talking about people who believe in white supremcy. You suck! GOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OBAMA!!! You sexy, intellectual, light skinned man you..

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I pay dues
I give Hip Hop honors
To Rap
Even though I was young
I was still one
Who did participate
In the cultural stabilization
In which we call HIP HOP
The true MOVEMENT
Of every oppressed
Black "man"
Which includes me
Most importantly...
.........A woman
Whose favorite word is...
BITCH

Who is an 80's baby
Who grew up in the 90's
The era of stretch pants
And Hammer
I remember doing the runnin man
And the cabbage patch
Attempting to do those moves
Were my first experiences
Learning how to dance

Salt and Pepper "Push It"
Was the first song
I memorized
I was 2
I remember jammin to Monie Love
Dancing in front of my grandmothers microwave
I could see my reflection
In Hip Hop at an early age
Which allows me to do what I do, today
I write what's in my heart
And never censor what I got to say

Just like Hip Hop
I can be remixed
But there is always an original
And I am it
Somewhat sensual
And always explicit

The only think I'm missing is a beat
And a hook
Put that together..
I'm a self made track
That ya'll always gotta rewind
That got ya'll wanting to come back
That got ya'll putting me on repeat
Even though I took time off
To collabrate
With life, and what it do
To feel the person
Who lies withing me and you
Do you feel me
Or am I chopped and screwed?

I love Hip Hop
Even though I feel women are...
Disrespected and depicted as over used
I still love the rhymes
And the beats
The overall feel
Because in all honestly
Until the world ends..there will always be
Bitches and Hoes
Just like TI told Oprah
You can't avoid what is
In the Fucked up world
I will end on that note
Because I done ran out of music
Don'tcha know..
Therefore, I done stopped..
But I will never be put on
MUTE