A lil somethin somethin

***Question: Would you consider dating a person who would be considered a good catch, who was not registered to vote, or if they were registered had no intentions of going to the poll and voting BO in? I heard this question posed on Frank's morning show V103 a couple of days ago, and I wanted to know what ya'll think? If there is a ya'll..People been dropping off the blogger planet lately. So who knows what's up..*****

Okayhere is a little catch up if you care about what's been going on with me. If not scroll down until you hit my poem if that's how I tickle your fancy..

Exhale** I need a breathe of fresh air. I am barely breathing over here, I'm so stressed out. There is too much to tell in detail, and I really don't feel like getting into it anyway. Let's me just sum it up. My job is really stressful. I'm fed up with the owner who is Asian being too cheap to turn the air on. I'm sick of sweating my edges out. Haha! I'm tired of the disabled children who beat the shit out of me, disrupt the whole class, and don't listen being main streamed. I'm tired of the director who happens to be Indian *they are cool, except as a boss. Then they take it overboard. I'm talking about the women, because they feel some sense of power over someone finally. Then they abuse it,* telling me "Why don't you do this, or that?" No. Why don't you shut the hell up, or get up from that damn chair and help me with these rowdy ass kids? Today I was fed up, and totally ignored her, and rolled my eyes. I don't care at this point if I get fired, cuz damnit I'm thinking of just saying "I QUIT." Got me mopping and sweeping floors like Cinderella, because they are too cheap to hire somebody to clean the place. I am damn tired.

Then school is kicking my ass because I feel like I don't have enough time to get anything done. I'm tired of time limits on quizzes, and test. Damnit, some people don't work well under pressure. I am one of them. Now it's cool if I know my class is 50 mins or a hour and fifteen mins, and I have the entire class period to do it. I'm cool then, but this you got 40 mins to answer these many questions, and write two perfect essays.

I feel as if I need some ADHD medicine or something, because I can't damn pay attention. I blurt out crap, even though most of the time I'm right, it still is inappropriate at times. I feel a bit depressed thinking about that right there. Depression hurts. Now if ya didn't know that is what my main polar is. Sadness is a virtue that I seek to escape. I can't let myself sink into that place. I can't wait until December so I can rest. Geeze..I will make it one way or another.


I step outside of myself often
When it comes to my poems
They are not only
My personal confessional
They are a true testament
Of representations that I see
I just reflect them
Hoping that you can step outside
Of the image
You've painted of me

But today
I am self centered
This is all about me
Brace ya self
Cuz I got some shit to say

Britney's new song says
Men are womanizers
Repeatedly, it's a trend
And just like she said
"They say that I'm crazy
I got yo crazy"
No matter what
I'm still drop dead
Crazy or not
I turn damn heads
That's what you call gorgeous
I am not conceited
I'm just soaking it all in
While I still got it
Hate me why don't ya
Cuz I love it!

The male gaze
I'm guessing is..
Why they can't stop
Gazing at me
It makes me self conscious
Makes me think
I got something hideous on my face
I don't think I'm all that hype
Even though I know I'm blessed to be
This damn flyy..


Okay..this isn't political or anything. Just me having fun with Noir. I'm really too damn tired quite frankly darlin's to give you more than this..O well..Have a good one..