Question?

Question: how come you have a trouble accepting “Christianity?”
Let me tell you before I start that I am not atheist
Number 1: I don’t see how the “truth” came to be..
How can two different testaments
Written hundreds of years apart
Telling me the only way to get to Heaven
Is to accept Jesus into my heart
Well what if that’s not right?
There are too many religions to choose from
How can I be expected to pick “Christianity” off the list
When a MAN wrote the bible
So how can his words be trusted?
Not even one “he”
It was many “persons”
So how can that be the truth for certain?
That’s why I question religion
How come I have to pick?
When “he” created all of us
There isn’t even a J in the Hebrew alphabet
So is Jesus his name or isn’t it?
Got me confused
But I’ve done my research
Question Authority
Is something that I have been taught
Just because a person has power
Doesn’t mean that they’re always right
Christianity was used to control slaves
By telling them about Jesus
So they would believe they are suppose to be enslaved
And wouldn’t try to kill the master
In a fit of rage