Okay ya'll..I know you're going to miss DJ Bad Yellow aka Foia's play list for a min..But I really need you to listen to this song by Lyfe Jennings called "Keep on Dreaming"...
I heard it this morning on the Steve Harvey Morning Show while driving to work..and it made tears come to my eyes..
You know how certain songs can tug at certain strings..
Well...Lyfe..this song applies to my Life....It does ya'll..
What do ya'll think? Like or Dislike? Please listen very carefully...
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Okay..I've heard that my blog isn't on the track that it's suppose to be....
And when I asked this person what that meant...
They said that I'm supposed to be a mental health advocate...
I'm like yeahhhh... so...
And I interjected..I don't want to be like one of those people who's blog I read that have a mental illness..and that's all they focus on.
Bipolar indeed is a part of me..A very small part of me.. and a part of my blog... but it doesn't outshine what my blog is about..
I think I would get on peoples nerves..and would be a one sided writer if that's all I talked about...
Anyway.. I will throw splish splashes in there every once and a while...
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This urge
I've had it
Since birth
A throbbing
Natural..
Given to me
By Mother Earth
This urge
Millions of people
Feel the way I do
Closing their eyes
With a person
Wearing the same
Type of shoes
This urge....
An adventure
In every sense
Of the word
I have yet
To explore
Rocks or mountains
I have never been
To the great outdoors
But I'm planning
My get away
One day soon...
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If an ex still brings up old stuff from your past relationship..and constantly tries to aggrivate you..and is always negative..and constantly has something ugly to say about you..and ALWAYS argues even if you are trying to tell them that the color is red not pink...What is happening????
Foia "F-w-aah"
About Me
- Foia
- I am a Mother, Teacher, Student, Model, Music lover, Eat all the time-r, and never gain any weight-er.. I am a poet, who doesn't follow the rules. I write my heart out literally. I will continue until my heart no longer has a beat. I love to read anything from Cosmo to Silvia Plath to *J. California Cooper*. I'm growing up, I don't want go to the club unless I'm working. *Go Cocktailers* I am a junior in college majoring in Communications/Journalism. I thought was going to teach, but then I realized I don't like to retain useless information.. I asst. teach at a Montessori school where I constantly catch colds. I love the kids though.Wit their bad asses! Back in the day I enjoyed long walks on the beach with my friends, but since I moved from Michigan to Atlanta where there is no beach at. All I can do is reminisce about stomping the sand from my flip flops as I walked into my mothers house. I don’t like math. In fact I loathe it. I was a Montessori child myself, and it made me that way. I am an advocate for mental health. Everyday I fight to break down the stigma. And I will keep going on and on because I love to write.
When I worked @ Motions Xmas time 07'
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6 comments:
...lyfe jennings fan. i still listen to the first album, even. real talk music, @ its finest.
keep doing what you do. the blog is always a good read. also, i too have planned my get away. all i need now is the real money.
as far as an ex who continues to bring up old stuff...sounds like a bleeding heart. the ex needs...well, lyfe jennings said it best in this song:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x_eU7dsbUks
...i've been there, myself, but i don't plan on EVER going back there.
i love that song. good choice. lyfe always has good stuff though.
i have an ex like that. i think it means they want you still. can't accept the hard truth...
cosign on planning that getaway. whew.
you don't have to be the spokesperson for any health condition... if you want to speak on what you go through, that should be enough. people put too much pressure and responsibility on blogs, i swear.
good post.
That song was amazing and the perfect example of why we should all have self-love first, because there is always someone who is going to think you are not good enough...and the ex, hah! Once again, are you living my life...I agree with Don, he's missing you, needing you and wanting you, but too much of a stubborn man to just say that, so he has to bring you down any way he can...so if you can get angry, he'll have a reason to convince himself you aren't shit to him...tsk, tsk, the games they play!
Your blog is yours...it doesn't have to be on anyone's "said" track. Do what you do for you, YOUR "some kind of therapy"!
Tell that person who is trying to tell you how to run your blog, that you've got this under control.
I like Lyfe. Even more since seeing him perform in person.
Sounds like this ex needs to be silenced. He thinks he has some kind of control that isn't his to have. Cut the communication. Doesn't sound healthy.
okay just got through listening to the song, i like what he is talking about with this one
"they talked about Jesus Christ what makes you think they wont talk about you too"
thats real talk right there.
yep girlie never give up on your dreams and you are a very talented person. dont ever lose your humbling spirit, cause your a blessing to the lives you touch especially mines.(thanks for the love and prayers about my news)
as far as the ex thing goes, it can be two things
one: either you left him alone first and now he is upset and cant get past it. if you would have let him leave first he wouldnt be so upset and bitter about it
or
two: the dude really still cares for you and just cant get over it. (that was me about 5 yrs ago my ex cheated on me w/his baby mama, and married her. it took me a long time to get over it.)
but in life we all have to do what we feel is right in our heart. and you made the decision to take care of FOIA. that takes a lot of courage cause a lot of people stay thinking things are gonna get better when they arent.
anywho mama hope you have a wonderful weekend
Dreamy
Okay basically ya'll all said the same thing about the ex still wanting "you" because they act like a damn fool.
But someone please show me a couple who got back together and made it after someone used the bash/crash strategy..?
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