I got fired today..
How about this..I had a dream about this last week..
So there will be no need for that parent teacher conference ya'll suggested..
Yesterday, I stormed into the office telling them that I needed to leave so I could go to my financial aid office at school. They said I couldn't leave, but I could leave after the field trip today..
We aren't supposed to be on our phones.. I'll admit I've been caught before..so honestly it is no surprise that I got fired.
I was using my phone while taking the kids outside. I was trying to get everything straightened out with school. *Which I also am probably not going to school because my grant won't be ready until after school starts. So unless I can pay out of pocket, and then get reinbursted* So no school no job..I'm pretty much..not shit..
I guess someone told, or they saw me on the phone..
They said that this was hard for them..because I am so good with the kids..
And that I could reapply in a couple of months and they would reconsider..
I am devistated none the less, because I actually liked my job. Yet, I'm not suprised that I got fired, because I believe I've gotten fired from almost every job I had.
There is something wrong with me..Well duh obviously...I'm starting to wonder if I will ever have a normal life. You know one that I can sustain ya know like a job..
I either say or do something stupid and then I go flying out of the door.
I am going to miss my babies more than anything. I couldn't even say goodbye cuz I didn't want to show my emotions and cry. I barely walked out of there without ballin' but I made it out of the door, and into my car before my eyes started to thunder storm.
So right now...
I don't know how to feel..or what to do..
I have my baby girl to take care of.. and nothing to take care of her with..
Everything happens for a reason right?
I wonder what the reason is this time?
My birthday is 2 weeks away..
I wonder if I'll make it to see it.. cuz honestly I never thought I would..
08.08.08
Maybe it's a sign..
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Sorry to hear...the only thing to do now is search for a new paycheck every week. Whatever happens, try to always look @ the bright side.
I know I don't always take my own advice, but it's still good advice.
oh no no no- do NOT fall into a funk! give yourself a couple of days- the weekend I guess- and then get back into action.
so no school this fall? it's not going anywhere... you said your grant is coming right? then apply for the spirng.
I took extra long with my BA and yeah, it sucked, but eventually I got it.
And oooh LAWD I've been fired right when I needed to NOT be unemployed, so I'm sending you *cyberhugs* on this one... not sure what the employment situation is where you are- can you work for a temp agency until something else comes along?? That's what I had to end up doing... You said you used to watress, correct? maybe try that...
sorry, I just got into "problem solving mom mode" when you didn't even ask for it...
keep your head up; it will work out
Dreamy I deleted your email..can I have it again pls?
Thanks ya'll.. *hugs*
dreamcop08@gmail.com or shilli_87@yahoo.com
hit me up, im on gmail right now as we speak
thats jacked up man how can you get fired for something that minute! I apologize for your loss but GOD will give you more trust me. He loves you and knows your heart and i pray for your success...
Awww, Foia! Keep your head up Mama! I was fired from a job before and I felt so stupid and so incompetent. I started going over and over in my head ways I could've prevented it, but it turned out to be a blessing in disguise. I know you're gonna miss your students, but on to the next chapter. Trust God to provide for you and yours while you search for a new position to bridge the gap. School will be taken care of too. Claim it, girl! Claim blessings!
Thank you guys for all of your support..
Welcome Texas!
***HUGS TO ALL OF YA'LL***
i am so sorry to hear about this. But just understand god has something planned for you, your attention is needed else where that is why these things are happening...so you will know and be able to understand, but in the mean time stay strong and try to have a positive out look.
It's crazy that i was suppose to get married on your birthday, that will be one of the most hardest days for me to face.....:(
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