Monday, August 11, 2008

Titles Why?

I am having a panic attack.

Argggh. I can't cope with not being able to control the circumstances that surround me.

I can't see my future be put on hold on second longer.

I keep getting lost because I'm always sent to a detour on this ride called life.

I know. Stronger. Stronger. Stronger I will be. But I'm tired of pumping iron. I'm ready to finish the fight.

Okay..Experience it with me.

There is not enough oxygen
Making it into my lungs
So I hyperventilate
Trying to breath slow
Because this feeling
Is really uncomfortable
I feel as if I'm going to
Pass out..

My chest hurts
Because I'm stressed
There is a pill
I can pop
But I don't want to take it
Because I'll quickly fall asleep
And I've got to go to work
Feeling melancholy
Trying to hide my somber mood

I feel like crying
I'm sure I need to
Before it comes out
At the wrong time
And I look like a fool
I just wish this pain
Would go away
Because anxiety attacks
Aren't something that
I usually go through
I'm trying to breathe now
But it's getting really hard
I feel like I need to go
Pass out

It will pass. I will be fine again. This is just a rough patch. It feels as if a elephant is sitting upon my chest. So people I will be back later. So holla... I needed to release this. Poetrynoir..is my therapy...

4 comments:

-Q. said...

Hold ya head..

Crown and coke (just one for a need maybe 4 for a complete release) usually gets me through.

Perhaps callin one of the freaks lol. Be easy -Q.

PCD (Pretty Circle Drawer) said...

anxiety can be dangerous. i pray you will find peace...breathe

The Dreamy One said...

hey mami, sorry I was away!!

hope that you are feeling betta mami

and things are gonna be okay

we can walk the path together,

breath mami, and try to calm down, cry if you have to, get out!!!

love ya hon!!! ill be back

Foia said...

LOL @ Q- I drink patron..and I had enough of that this past weekend. lol..coke breaks my face out..lol

PCD- Thanks

D- Luv ya 2!