Damn titles..

So I’m a little bit happier since I emailed my bio prof. to ask him what I got on our last exam. This weekend hasn’t been all that great. Rainy days in GA. So anyway, he emailed me back, and told me I got 80%. I always miss at least 10. That is so weird no matter how much I study I always get a B. Oh well, I’m satisfied with that. Anything is better than a C. I study, but I believe if I studied more I would be a genius. The sad thing is that if I’m not interested in something that I’ve learned, then I’ll forget it when I don’t have to deal with it anymore. That’s why I realized that I don’t want to teach. Now I have to study for my final, and I need I believe a B to keep my B average. Last semester I had bio 1, and I was in the hospital and missed one of our exams. To make it up, he doubled my final. I ended up getting a B out of the class. This semester for one of our exams I didn’t study at all, and I had missed most of the lectures for the chapters on our exam. I knew I couldn’t take it, so I emailed my prof. and told him I was having “issues” and that I was too stressed to take the exam. He knew of my situation last semester so he agreed to let me double my final this time. I hope everything works out. I need to be studying now, but my daughter is asleep, and all I feel like doing is writing.
The last I don’t know maybe 15 poems or so haven’t been written in any of my notebooks. I just type them on word. I think I like typing them better than writing, because of course I type faster than I write. Plus they are somewhat safe on my computer that is protected by password. So when I get on a writing roll, then I’m on a roll. Sometimes I get dormant where I don’t really feel like writing, but right now I feel as if I must.